Random Questions without Answers

Lately I seem to be going through a period of self questioning...why do I do what I do? Why do I chose to react the way I do? What keeps me from moving forward and finding some semblance of happiness? (This is not an ad for Dyanetics) Why the frig did I make that choice? How do I get out of this shitty situation? More importantly why did I allow it to happen in the first place? Is it stupid to stay in a job for one person or am to really fooling myself into a new level of self delusion? Is this a Mid-Life Crisis or am I just tired and over thinking?

I have no definitive answers yet and am fumbling my way through it.