After reading previous posts, it occured to me that I have been a blockhead. Instead of spending the day immersing myself in a sea of worry I became a giant scrubbing bubble of energy. I washed and ironed curtains, hung laundry outside, washed windows, scrubbed floors, rehung laundry lines, wiped down walls and rearranged the stars. My house is now piney fresh and terribly spiffy. I should point out that the stars are the glow in the dark kind that you stick to ceilings, not the ones viewed in the sky. (I do have a certain degree of personal power but controlling the heavens is a bit out of my league.) There is something theraputic about getting rid of dirt and clutter. Sudsy water and Pine Sol can be a wonderful tonic for the soul.

Moving on...I recieved a very generous grant from the B &T Mitchell Trust Fund. Yes, I have proof that there is a Greater Being looking out for me-thanks for the wake up call and the blessings that I was not aware of. I quickly paid outstanding debts and hit the grocery store with a vengance. Feeling daring I purchased my first Boca burgers and was totally delighted with them. Who knew being vegan could be so tasty? Continuing on my journey in domesticity I even baked a chocolate cake. My frenzy of activity has been a very positive experience. I've not been over thinking, my house has never been cleaner, for the next 30 days my bills are paid and I've got food. My sister called and gave me some valuable resume advice.

It's all about awareness and perception baby LOL, I think I've found my lost faith.